Whateves

It has been a while. Whatever.

I'm in love. Whatever.

Can't act on my feelings. Whatever.

WHATEVER. WHATEVER. WHATEVER.

One and only expression

Meet Amalia's one and only expression ;)

oovoo-ing still

Yeah, we're still oovooing ;)

Banner saja ni eh :P

Even though she had his boxers on, I knew she was jealous from the start ;) I know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends but sigh, nothing is better than having these guilty pleasures ;)

BANNER DONE! I've been ranting about banner making for awhile now. I'm sure you guys wanna read something new ;) But... Who gives a shit about what you guys think right? You like the contents of my blog, you might as well just have to go with the flow.

Enough talking. Here goes the stuff;

Yeah that's me begambar arah not-really-a-dumping site. ANYWAY, MS Youth is fun. I had fun joining this club. Um.. What else? Oh here's a picture of meal I cooked. Ribs and french fries... The usual stuff.. Random eh ;)

Oh, look what I made Baby Gary wear today ;) My sister will kill me :P

Gay shirt. HAHA. damn, inda nampak. Stupid camera-can't-get-the-flshlight-fixed :|

Him and Her

This is a conversation between me and nafi pasal zirah and burhan. So, if you're not a big fan conversation post, don't read it ;) nafi I edited few stuff if yknow what i mean ;)

HAZIRAH

snana says:
gahahahaha mihir
nafi, i think zirah kan bunuh diri

rw. says:
why?

snana says:
sajaa
HAHA

rw. says:
hahahaha apakann
were you being serious? ;p

snana says:
indalah!
mati kali
hahaha

rw. says:
pasal, I had goosebumps masa aku baca tadi
HAHA
mati ia dah?

snana says:
you're like the third person!
hahahahaha

rw. says:
hahaha well ;p

snana says:
alum, cos ia slit her wrist with a spoon
hahaha

rw. says:
oh
okat
*okay
that buys us some time
I know where she live
lets go!
bawa garfu.
hahhaa

snana says:
bah lajutah ke dq dulu
hahahaha

rw. says:
bah sure
I'm kinda hungry
haha
kesian si Zirah
just because tomorrow
's physics practical.
eh kau tau, ia ada bf ah

snana says:
hahahaha
siapa? amalia?
atu aku tau sudah

rw. says:
noo, bf as in bfff
HAHA as in boyyyy

snana says:
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm odd, i didnt know she's into men

rw. says:
not men, boyssss
hahaha
masih hancing
hohoho
boring eh kau ah, melayan, haha

snana says:
paedophile!

rw. says:
I was just kidding ;p

snana says:
hahahahaha
yatahkann hahaha
bah i'm gonna post this hahaha

rw. says:
pfft, hahaha

snana says:
say sorry and love to zirah
haha

rw. says:
haha sorry and love to zirah
;p

snana says:
gahahahaha

BURHAN

rw. says:
andang
haha
eh eh eh
I know who I'm intooooo
this blonde guy from Spain
bah, who
are you into? ;p
snana says:
blonde guy?
burhan?
hahahaha
rw. says:
yeah sure
haha burhan
now your turn ;p
snana says:
imagine ia blonde and from spain tapi ckp kedayan
hahahaha

rw. says:
HAHAHHA
wow, so hot
HAHAHAHA

snana says:
yeah WOW haha

rw. says:
well.
I don't think it
will be a drastic change
I mean, burhan is kinda blonde
and cute =9 plus hot
no wonder kau suka ia

snana says:
hmm banar pulang tuu hmmm

What language is that?

Today's post is going to be a bit corny cos there's tits and bits about love and relationships. Just bear with me, I promise, this is going to be the first and last post about love... I think... :P

A band once wrote a song, the lyrics goes like this;

[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

Then, there's a twist at the ending, the lyrics goes like this;

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

Must be very dissapointing to have a partner who doesn't appreciate you doesn't it? The partner is waiting for someone to put them together, waiting for someone to push them away, there's always another wound to discover, there's always something more the partner wished us say. You tried so hard to please them, at the same they still think something is missing. Sigh, maybe we're trying too hard. I don't know. But I tell you what I know if I were the partner who doesn't appreciate their partner (cos I've been there, done that) ;D

For some reason the chorus reminds me of... ME :) He's everything I want, need, good timing and everything. It's just that... He's not IT. Not the ONE. Oh, and HE'S CORNY. GOD DAMN CORNY. People say; I never know what's in front of me until I lost it. Well, I lost him already, but I feel nothing. I'm just depressed cos he moved on too soon. Other than that I'm perfectly fine ;)

Everyone told me to get him back, apologize to him. But then one of my friend, hazirah changed her mind. She said I'm not ready for this. I might ended up hurting him again.

WELL DUHH. Of course I'm not ready for this, and DUHH, of course I'm going to end up hurting him again, cos i had my eyes on someone ;)

Yes, I had my eyes on someone.

The last part of the song also reminds me of.. ME :) I'm experiencing it now, right now, at this very moment. I never told anyone about this, except Amalia. I said to her like this;

"Ia HOT Mal"

Amalia was all like, who? I didn't tell Amalia who though. So, why would I tell you? ;) I didn't even tell Amalia that I'm in love with this person. I just said, "Ia HOT".

So there goes my confession. I had a secret crush on someone, and this someone is too blind to notice. Well, DUHH. of course this person is blind, I didn't even have the courage to confess. :

Okay, enough with this emo moment, cos I have something funny to show you guys. I played UNO on facebook just now with NJ and few other foreign strangers. At the side we have the chatting area, so NJ and I chatted and ch-ch-check it out;

"WHAT LANGUAGE IS THAT?" she said.

Ohhhhh she's fucking killing me. GAHAHAHAHA. :P

It feels like a macbook

I downloaded a new application yesterday, known as Rocketdock. Here's a screenshot;

I hid the taskbar, just in case you guys are wondering where the start menu is ;) So that it feels more like an iMac or something ;D

T'was a very productive day.... for my sister... early in the morning she asked me to take a shower. I had to complain about that cos morning shower is kind of a big deal for me. I mean come on, what is more annoying than having your body wet? Anyway, I accompanied her to the immigration center, KEMUDA Institute and then lunch at ideal Gadong.

Oh, my sister made me read some prayers in the car today. Again, I had to complain about that cos, I'm not really good at reading jawi. Moving on, my sister has decided to continue her studies. Guess what? She's taking computing diploma. I was like, have you studied them before? Mind you, back then she was a commerce student, never computer. She said, no need, cos I can teach her. She said with confidence yknow! I checked the syallabus for her though, it was.. EASY. SHE PAID THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR SOMETHING THAT EASY. Yknow the usual stuff, visual basic, computer system etc. Oh well... Good for her, I couldn't help but to feel proud deep inside :)

Gonna miss Shahiran for sure :P

Oh wow. What a day. :)

So, where do I start? Lets start with the fact that we finally finished painting the banners and MS Youth Initiative Club gained two new members today; Abid and Zirah ;) Credits goes to me, for dragging them ;) Mwah xoxo. :P

Then, I went home, took a nap, went online and received a call from Abg Boy. I thought he called all the way from UK, turns out ia masih di sebalah! Man, I didn't know my grandma can be so unreliable sometimes :P He asked me to accompany him, his mum Mami Sarinah and his brother Jehan to the airport.

Occasionally, once we arrived there, my dearly beloved forgetful Abg Boy forgot to bring his camera. But we managed to give him the camera, I'm not gonna talk about that further cos it was embarassing (basically, Mami Sarinah kana bubut polis lah :P).

We went shopping at Giant and dinner at Jolibee after that. It has been awhile since I last hang out with my aunt. My cousin Jehan is a comedian, his jokes really cracked me up :P I totally forgot that he's a teenager now, I feel so old :P

Back home, first thing I did was, play around in Abg Boy's room :P now I can sleep on his mighty giant bed (believe me, katilnya basar banar sampai inda becadar wah :P) I ran into his stuff found few biohazard ones, ch-ch-check it out;

HAHA. paranoid banar Abg Boy kan H1N1 ani ;P

Robin Hood wannabe

"It's a lovely weather we are having, I hope the weather continues..."

HAHA. I love pink panther and the ultimate cluless detective Inspector Jacques Clouseau :P
Moving on... I'm wearing a hoddie right now, I'm so sakai about it, cos you can zip it all the way to up to your head.

Ch-ch-check it out;

Oh amazing isn't it? :D

Anyway, speaking of hoddies, I have found a new way to make money. I'm gonna screen print t-shirts! I smuggled a can of paint for the screen printing yesterday, but then I realized the paint is so unrealiable so I changed my mind, I'm gonna use it to paint my room but then I changed my mind again, I'm gonna give it back to the club... maybe... tomorrow...



Oh I smuggle the green one, not the peach one ;)

I'm not green, green..

Just when I stop being green,

The club re-lived and pulled me back in,

This time I dragged Amalia so that we can be whole again.

Damn, that has got to be the worst poem I wrote so far.. ;) So it's true, MS Youth initiative Club suddenly jumped out of the blue and asked for our help. Of course, I said yes. Our first mission is to prepare banners for fundraising and donation thing.

My assistants, my sluts, my sex slaves :P Si penyamal Zirah & Si lampuh Amalia :)

Mighty Me and the final fine product ;)

Such a pity the paint stained his pant :P

I drove a yatch before I could drive a car

It's all there on my post title. It says it all. I drove a yacht, before I could learn how to drive a car! :O

Today was another typical adventurous day with BARA. Abg Boy and I and two other foreigners sailed along the Brunei river. Oh amazing. The breeze, the wind, this dude's muscular tanned skin... Alright, that's enough ;)

The guy in the middle, his name is Sam Brown, we made friends within 3 hours on board. After that we roamed around BSB, visit places with him. He's english. Even took him to Aiana restaurant, the one not far from MS. He said; "Big school you have there Nana". Haha. Lucky to have you Sam, gotta be honest, I've never been to masjid SOAS before. ;)

PS: This headache is killing me. Seasick + Empty stomach, just imagine that :O

Why We Need Sexual Education

wow, Izuana, I love your topic. So please, do tell us why we need sexual education? I love it, when you explain it ;)

Sorry everyone, when I say sexual education, I meant academic-related ones ;) not the usual ones from doggy style to reversed cowgirl position ;) although, I would really love to talk about that :D

I had this conversation twice if i'm not mistaken, first was with F and Z. Second time was with lir-lir just now. From what I've heard I find it rather obvious that most of us haven't a bastard clue why god made condoms.

Here's why;

Both male and female condoms are used to prevent pregnancy and to protect against STDs such as human immunodeficiency virus (HIV), gonorrhea, chlamydia, and syphilis when exchanging fluids. To accomplish these goals, the condom must be applied and removed correctly.

Seriously, just because you're gay or lesbian doesn't mean you need not condoms! You still friggin need them, because the virus could be anywhere. Dildos, shaft of the penis whatever. Any exchange of fluids could trigger that too. I don't know about kissing though. Last AIDS seminar I went to, the guy said, you need to drink around 40 liters of contaminated saliva in order to get the dieses. So there, regardless of your sexual orientation, you still need to protect yourself no matter what.

Busy Bee

Like always, I'm busy like a bee. Here goes my not so tight schedule, they're not as tight as I thought. So, if you guys would like to make plans with me, just check out my schedule, and make personal appointment with my lir-lir. HAHA. JK. :)

Okay, I'm gonna sync my calendar to my iPod now. Don't you just love iPod? I love them :)

Sorry it's all blurry and shit.

Please, make plans with me. I love keeping myself busy :D

Kiss my ass

A lot people tend to pick up my habit, two of them are; Hazirah and Amalia.

Hazirah is not really my favourite cos she pissed off pretty easily. But the fact that she whines a lot like that girl from twilight makes me want to strangle her :) Yes, I would love to strangle her and right now, I'm just taking my time :) But overall, she's a good friend. I love her. Hopefully, my desire to strangle her someday overcome my value towards our friendship :)

tick-tock-tick-tock, I'm taking my time Z.. :)

Lets talk about Amalia shall we? Oh Amalia is the cutest friend alive. She gained weight lately. She is god damn cute, I feel like want to strangle her :) She's my living teddy bear. I've decided to give her a corny nick name. it's either lir-lir (mcm 'won-won') or Baby Bear HAHA :) She's getting cute. She's god damn cute and you know it ;)

Please gain more weight lir-lir.. ;)

Back to reality, YOU may ask, why the hell is she talking about Amalia and Hazirah? I'm going to answer this, but it's not going to be simple, so bear with me. I smell something fishy, between these two. I think they're trying to kill me so that they can be together :O HAHA. nehh, that's not it. That's not the answer. I just feel like wanna talk about them, cos I miss my Baby Bear already haha :P

Oh, talking about people who tends to pick up my habit.. These people are following new fad now, it's called "Kiss my ass" :) I usually say it when people asked me for a favour. I just love that phrase yknow? I just LOVE it :)

Ever wonder what it looks like to stick your head inside your butt? ;)

ATU BARU KISS ASS :D

This post has a name

Her divine beauty lies within,

Within lies her pain,

Pain is her gain,

Gain is her friend.

Okay, so I spent some quality time with my niece today. Just she and I alone. We watched Harry Potter early show at Empire. That kid is lucky to have me as an auntie ;)

Oh and, I made a terrible joke today.

Pembantu Rumah: Nana mau makan apa?

Me: Aku mau mata lembu...... Sebalah kanan!

HAHAHA.

Betcha can't come up with that kinda joke like me :P

Back to Basic

Hey, I am Christina Aguilera WANNABE.

I use her comeback album title as my comeback post title. Hehh?

Well, who gives a shit? The important thing right now is, I am back after months of solitude (MY ASS). At first I wanna call it, Back to Blasic. HAHA. geddit? Combination of Winehouse and Aguilera's album? oh never minddd :P

*counting-counting* yeap i have 7 blogs in total.

satu yang blog glabaujah, satu pasal si awak, yang satu.........................

A lot has changed, I've changed a lot.

From this;

To this;


HAHA. macam benjamin Button :P


oh, I, Izuana, own this blog.
napa? amnesia kamu sudah, aku lama inda update blog ani? :P